Trying to think of something

to write about

Month: June, 2013


I gotta get some more money on my account. I want a new phone. My phone that I currently have has a cracked screen.

My family is about to leave. They’re going to get something to eat, and then to my Dad’s house.

I will be alone. I will work on my sites.


Dreams of fear of public speaking

Last night I had a dream about fear of public speaking. I was in a class that I was about to drop because there was an upcoming 30 second presentation due and I was afraid to get up in front of the class and speak.

This reflects strongly on my actual college career. I ended up dropping many classes for the same reason. Some classes I’d avoid all together if I knew that they involved public speaking or a large amount of social interaction such as working with other students in groups.

I really want to overcome this part of my life that fears speaking in front of others. Perhaps it’s fear of scrutiny. At other times, I’m not sure if it’s fear at all or if it’s just a loss for words.

Spammy followers, kids, and TYPO3

According to WordPress Stats, my blog has some followers. I think they’re the spammy type of followers, those who follow in an attempt to get you to follow back.

My kids are pissing me off already today. They need more time outs. They don’t have enough respect for others. I’ll teach them.

They need to get outside so I can get some work done. Kids making noise is not helpful.

I need to get back to TYPO3 and building sites with that wonderful CMS. WordPress is great for stuff like this, but to make a really awesome site, TYPO3 is much better.

Sex is coming up…

It will almost be time for sex. The wife wants some.

That is good. But I wonder what we’ll do?



I don’t know, but sex is fun. It will be fun if she ever finishes watching TV.

NSA, Windows Movie Maker

I went to my mom’s house tonight. My dad had a new movie camera that we were getting aquainted with.

I’m upset with all of the NSA spying allegations, and PRISM, that everyone is talking about right now. In a week, most people will forget that the US government is spying on us. Maybe Justin Bieber will come out as gay. That will get everyone’s mind off of the NSA.

Windows Movie Maker is really cool. I was showing my dad Windows Movie Maker and I think it’s going to work out great for him. Windows Movie Maker isn’t the best software, but it allows you to accomplish the most things with the least amount of learning.

Warriorforum idiots

Most of the people on the WarriorForum are fucking idiots. It’s not a good idea to hang out around there. You’ve got to be careful because there’s a lot of hucksters there too, people who are trying to make a quick buck off of the gullible.

I found a useful blog which talks about the Warrior Forum Scammers and you can find it here:

How to post by SSL on

I just found out how to use https (SSL) when posting to my blog on It has to be activated and it’s really easy to do from the WordPress Dashboard.

From the WordPress dashboard, go to the “Users” menu and under there go to “Personal Settings”. Scroll down to where you see “Always use HTTPS when visiting administration pages” and click the check box next to it. Click on the “Save Changes” button and you will be all set and able to keep prying eyes away from what you’re doing.

I like my privacy

I’m not a criminal but I like my privacy.

It bothers me, like it bothers many, that the NSA or PRISM or whoever or whatever operation of the United States government is spying on people. With the whole Verizon thing, that’s what I’m talking about. And that’s only what we know about currently.

I’d say there’s likely much more spying on U.S. citizens going on that we don’t have a clue about.

I like this blog though. I like TOR, and I like SSL. I wonder if there’s a WordPress SSL address for posting?

Beer SQL

So I got to do some SQL which can be boring as hell. Especially since I’ve been drinking beer. I enjoy some good IPA beer, but I need to do some SQL through the phpmyadmin web interface.

I’d love to get shitface drunk sometime, but I have small children. They’re quite a responsibility. I hope everyone realizes this.

Need more money

It’s what I think about a lot.

My laptop is having some hardware problems. Might be time to get a new computer.

All those assholes saying money can’t buy happiness, fuck them.

I guess it’s religion that instilled a poverty mindset in me, but it’s been counterproductive.

I need to make some money with my other websites. The adsense payments are too low. I need to get about 200-300 a month instead of the 100 every two months I usually get.